Omg fuck

Fuck… My annoying ‘not a morning person’ self came out again today… I miss the old manager who was wayyyy better at handling me… This other guy is bugging me to bits.. It’s not that I dont like him or anything.. He just doesnt know how to talk to me and I dont know how to talk to him… == it just makes me want to quit… But I can’t.. Since I just got my employee card last Friday… Quitting just doesn’t seem to be the beat option now.. I’m going to do it next year… == after my goddamn break..

I’m so exhausted.. Partly my fault cause I stayed up late watching Mijonju talk and rant about cameras… But he just makes the morning even more of a drag then it usually is for me… I have that uncomfortable lump in my stomach.. You know the feeling when you want to puke but can’t?? Yeah.. That’s how I feel right about now..

Even smacking duck butt’s butt doesn’t put me at ease anymore.. It like lasted 5 seconds before I had to pull myself together and smile for the customers.. I’ve been making so many mistakes today too… I just wanna run somewhere and hide. == damn the weekdays… Seriously…

I’m not even hungry and I’m forced to go on break.. And I can’t even act cute with the fucking guy cause he’s just…. HIM! == I am so annoyed… FUCK…. FUCK! FUCK!